Anxiety
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Twinges of the Heart
I’m a little nervous. I keep having these random, sharp chest pains—not constant, but definitely noticeable. Part of me wonders if I’m just being paranoid, but the other part is freaking the hell out. I just realized I never heard back from the cardiologist and, honestly, kind of forgot about it. I’ll be calling my Continue reading
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Sleep Deprivation: 0/10, Would Not Recommend
I think I have figured out a great source of the anxiety and depression I struggle with everyday. I’m going to map it out, and it will probably seem obvious to an outsider. Just cut me some slack and remember, when you’re involved, watching everything close up, it’s a lot more difficult to see the Continue reading
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More Massachusetts
Still in Massachusetts. Almost everyday we have been here, I have found myself at a random body of water. Yesterday I was roped into going to one of those old timey villages where they role play that they are truely living in that time. Too bad it was closed. So we drove around and kept Continue reading
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Exhaustion, Climate Torture, Intimidation.
I’m in Massachusetts. My husband’s family is everywhere. I’m exhausted. The only reason I get this alone time is thanks to my kid’s nap. I should be utilizing the time to nap as well, but I’m freezing. Humidity is a weird thing. It’s like I’m covered in dampness as if I’m sweating, but because I’m Continue reading
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Riding the Rollercoaster
This week has been so up and down, I’m exhausted from it all. Yesterday it all came to a head and I was forced to deal with it. My kid woke up early. I know I had one hour of solid sleep. but then I laid around in a daze for 2 hours while she Continue reading
Ash Thoreau 